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11/8/07 eleven fifty

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 8, 2007, 8:51 AM
Stop feeding me bullshit, stop feeding me LIES,
I can't fix your problems, I've already tried,
I've broken my heart, and completely lost my MIND,
Just look real close, and you should easily find,
That this isn't a game, if it was, I would LOSE,
And YES you can guess it's because I would choose,
DEATH over life, and DARKNESS over PAIN,
I've dealt with so much, there's not much more to gain,
So whisper me secrets that I'll never TELL,
Because tonight, I'm going to leave this blood-thursty hell.

xx

  • Mood: Crazy

11/8/07 eleven fourty-four a.m.

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 8, 2007, 8:48 AM
A crumbled mind, a shattered heart,
There was an ending, I miss the start,
What once was perfect, then turned to hell,
The more I loved, the harder I fell,
What I thought was a dream to good to be true,
Then turned to a nightmare, my fear; losing you,

What more must be said until you understand my pain?
Though all of this heartache, must nothing be the same.

A black raven, a white dove,
One of death, one of love,
Love has failed, so must next be death?
As I say from my soul, and with my last breathe,

This must be forbidden,
To keep soemthing hidden,
That means so much,
Just one last, single touch,

That shows you..

I DO love you, and I wish I could have kept it that way,
Because until I DIE, I'll think of you, everyday.

xx

p.s. That was written because of someone..

  • Mood: Neglect

11/8/07 eleven fourty-one a.m.

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 8, 2007, 8:43 AM
Feels like you're carrying a load, when it's not that yuo're burdened, but lost,
Lost in someone else's mind, and trying to see through their eyes,
And walk in their shoes, and do what they do;everyday,
To look for a cure to the disease frowing in your own life, and body,
To find and act that can change your life, FOREVER.

xx


p.s. I hope you people find the meaning of this poem :]

  • Mood: Daily Needs

I WILL START TAKIGN REQUESTS!

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 30, 2007, 8:37 PM
Just reply to this journal entry, or send me a message or comment telling me:
What you want:
How you want it [style wise]:
Colored or Not colored:

And I will do it A.S.A.P

When each request is finished, I will upload them into my gallery, and you can add to your favorites.
If you do not like a request, or would like me to change something, let me know, and I will do it :]

THANKS!!




I LOVE YOU RINGO-AMAI
:iconringo-amai:

  • Mood: Content

4/1/07 eleven fourteen a.m.

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 1, 2007, 7:18 AM
slowly dying each day
as my body grows old
nothing left to say or do
but to listen to what is told

xx

  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: the sound of the keys when i type
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